>>> DREAMGIRLS!!!!!:DDD

This is one of the songs in the Dreamgirls Soundtrack.
& it rocks manzxzxz!!!!!:D

Dreamgirls - The Dreamettes

DEENA: Every man has his own special dream,
and your dreams' just about to come true.
Life's not as bad as it may seem if you
open your eyes to what's in front of you.

DREAMS: We're your dreamgirls
DEENA: Boys we'll make ya happy. yeah!
DREAMS: We're your dreamgirls
DEENA: Boys, we'll always care
DREAMS: We're your dreamgirls,
dreamgirls will never leave you.
DEENA: No,no and all you've got to do is dream, baby.
DREAMS: We'll be there. Dreams!
DEENA: Dreamgirls will help you through the night!
DREAMS: Dreams

DEENA: Dreamgirls will make you feel all right.
LORELL: Dreamgirls keep you dreaming your whole life through.
EFFIE: Yes dreamgirls can make your dreams come true.

(Chrous)

DREAMS: Dreams
DEENA: Dreamgirls will help you to surivive.
DREAMS: Dreams
DEENA: Dreamgirls keep your fantasies alive!
EFFIE: Dreamgirls always love you and they'll be true!
LORELL: Yes, dreamgirls can only belong to you.
DEENA: I'm not the dream that you've had before, I'm the dream that'll give you more and more.

(Chorus)


>>>

saturday:
didnt go for camy practice.
went for cf leadership training instead.
reached school 20mins late.
supposed to meet at 830 to practice for compraise.
but we were late so didnt.
sang for compraise.
then had teachings+short games+lunch.
finished at 430pm and i went home.
bathed, then went to aunt's house.
dinner+mahjong+blackjack there.
so fun!
won like almost ten bucks!!!!
YAY I'M SO HAPPY!:DDD

sunday:
reached easb 20mins late.
cause i woke up late. oops.
& during service, ps ronald said something about sausage wrapped in bacon.
and he was asking what was the name for it.
then i was like OMG!
i just ate that in the morning!
then jan shouted "BACON STICK!"
cause i told her to.
yeah. and it's nice(:

went to cine with jan for lunch.
had some miscommunication and we stopped like 3 bus stops away.
so we walked back. how dumb right.
haha.
ate at kobayashi.
jan bought crispy chicken from shilin instead.
& there was lion dance at the food court luh.
then so LOUD&NOISY.
walked ard for awhile then back home.

monday:
i was super sleepy today man.
kept dozing off during lessons.
got back chinese test papers today.
i'm super happy i PASSED!
cause i didnt study for it at all.

stayed back for the syf dance.
then the teachers talked to us about having full attendance for every practice.
blah blah.
then they told us that there was no dance.
so sad luh.
i was kinda looking forward to it.
hahaha.
so char,chang,mavis,katherine&i went to macs.
we wanted to get a ride from someone's parent cause it was raining and we were lazy to walk.
amanda's um fetched us there.
&there was 5 of us + joey sitting at the back seat.
so we all squeezed together.
and like we were all laughing.
hahah.
and when we got off, there was this emo guy at the stairs.
and we were like talking SUPER loudly.
and like sort of disrupted the emo guy from emo-ing.
HAHAH!

then we chat & ate fries(:
met my brother at the cathay.
we went to watch DREAMGIRLS!!
it's SOOOO NICE!(:
i love the songs!
yup. then went home.

today:
mass stretch with mrCHOO.
haha. he's like super dead luh.
then eng encounter was so fun manzxzxzxz.
mrs shum scolding was funny.
and she dismissed us early.
today was mswee's last lesson with us.
so saddddd.
so WE, THE BESTEST CLASS EVER,
wrote her a "card".
it's more like a banner luh.
haha.
then before she left our class, we shouted,
"THANK YOU MS WEE!!!!"
yeah. we rock so bad!:P

didnt get our science papers back today.
mrchua came in for our 1st physics lesson this year.
he's like so cool man.
he allows alot of things.
e.g. (dozing off in class but not sleeping.)
ohmy! that's the best!(:
and he was like if you want you can also stand if you feel sleepy.
so i think i'm gonna stand for almost all his lessons.
hahaha!:D
macs with anna,pearl,chang,dash&gayya.
we had very little money.
so all combined and had like $6+
and i was still hungry after eating.
haha.
855 back with anna and gayya.


>>>

thursday:
my name was called during the announcements aft flag-raising to go and meet this teacher.
then i was like what?!?
what did i do luh.
okay then aft flag-raising, i went to meet her.
and she said that i was supposed to go for cwo cause i was late last week.
then i told her that when i came, the prefect said that i didnt have to go for cwo.
& canceled the late coming slip i received.
then she said i came at 745!
and i was like no.
i came at 720 something.
and she didnt believe me.
so i had to go for cwo tml.
SICKENING MAN.

anyway, laoshi didnt come today.
so we were all like talking.
and i slept for about 20mins i think.
haha.
went to comp lab for home econs today.
and sat in front of nanachong.
and she kept laughing AGAIN.
so noisy luh.
&home econs test was crappppp.
there were no MCQs at all.
so we were all dead.
i'm so gonna fail manzxzxz.

stayed back for eng remedial which was like boring.
pearl&i were secretly eating in class and kept laughing.
then cf.
had p.a duty this week with char.
it was fun!(:

today:
chinese test was bad.
i didnt study for it so for the tianxiehanzi,
i only did 3 out of 15 qns. D:
got called out of science lesson by mstan.
cause she told me that she wouldnt be here for music and so i would have to tell the class to do an assignment.
when i told the class during music period,
they were all so happy cause alot of us havent finished the music composition thing and we were supposed to perform today.
so we were all talking very loudly.
and the mrlkk told sathiya(ass. class leader) to tell us to keep quiet.
which wasnt much of help cause all of them were stubborn.
yeah.

it was class leader commendation today during assembly.
and when they read yanru&sathiya,
WE ALL SCREAMED!& CLAPPED!:D
but chang didnt wave like she was supposed to do when we asked her to do it.
not fun lorh.
haha.

stayed back for the stupid cwo.
went ard plucking weeds luh.
then bevin&char walked passsed.
bevin: so fun! plucking weeds.
me: Uh, not really. it makes your fingers dirty.
bevin: can i help you pluck if i want to?
me: uh okay. if you want.
bevin: (went plucking a few weeds)
char: (shocked)
me: hahaha!
she's so retarded manzxzxzxz.
but thanks bevin for those few weeds.
Haha!

rushed to the chapel to practise for CP tml for leaders training.
went home aft that.
i was starving luh.
so bought dessert to eat+cooked instant noodles.
haha.
and YAY! it's friday!(:

what hurts the most,
is being so close.


>>>

tuesday:
VISITING DAY!(:

went to like 4 people's houses.
met anna at my house bus stop and took 855.
supposed to change bus to 132 to char's house but we were lazy plus the bus took a long time to come so anna, (the glamourous one) decided to take cab.
& we took the mercedes one which made her feel more glam.
WOW ANNA !
& you blame me for telling the driver to stop at that place.
played in the playground.
wanted to swim but you know, just cant.
so char, charmaine & i went to the baby pool.
then Laura happily pushed charmaine into the pool and jumped in herself too.
aiyoh. sec1s arh. so naughty.

cabbed to Laura's house.
her mum is nice.
we all did the see-and-why thing.
except for pearl cause she rich kid what.
walked to Pearl's house.
ate lunch and left soon after.
waited for the bus for very long.

then cabbed to amanda's house from parkway.
played at the playground although i was wearing skirt.
how dumb right.
but my shorts were wet so no choice either.
had dinner there thanks to her mum's nice cooking.
& watched scary movie1.
& some things happened at her house which shall not be mentioned.
talked to phuisee in the cab on the way home.

so basically, i took cab almost everywhere i went luh.
i'm so gonna be broke soon.
see lah. ANNA IS A BAD INFLUENCE.
haha!

today:
pe lesson.
learnt new dance steps.
& chang accidentally whacked ____.
& shini also but she grabbed.
LOL.
lessons were quite sian today.
heard that our science test wasnt reall done that well.
and half of the class failed math test.

cabbed to Sakae with superfriends.
cause we were hungry and char didnt want to take bus.
how lazy of her.
so we challenged each other to see how many plates we would eat.
then the person with the least will have to pay for our cab fare home.
which was CHAR!
haha.
i had the most plates! :D
and we kept laughing in there.
Anna was the worst.
yeah today was the BOMB manzxzxzxz!(:

and Anna, stoop talking about shitting.
i know you ate alot but just stop.
hahaha!


>>> CNY.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! (:

i was SO looking forward to cny this year BUT when i heard that i wont be going for visitations.
my heart sank.
it's like Cny without goodies? angpaos?
so saddddd.
the only places i went were my grandparents' houses.
one in JB and the other in Pasir Ris.
cause my grandma and aunt passed away last year.
and we are not supposed to go visiting our relatives.
so the past 2 days were very sian.
went to the columbarium to visit my grandma and aunt.
saw joey there too.
yeah.
so i'm just gonna stay home the whole day today and it's raining so dont really feel like going anywhere.
but i think i'm gonna go out for dinner with my family&cousins.
yup.

Listen, i am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And i tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own

Beyonce - Listen(Dreamgirls soundtrack)


>>>

thursday:
took the 630 bus instead of the 620 one.
it was supposed to reach school at 710 but instead, it reached at 725.
so i was late!
but ThankGod i wasnt booked by the prefects cause we(the students on the bus) explained to them about a jam near the school and they let us off.
YAY!
if not, i have to go for the darn cwo.

maths common test was baddddddd.
i forgot the formulas!
it's like my mind was BLANK!
i really wanted to pass lah.
but now i guess i'm gonna fail D:
oh and before ct, had home econs prac.
made hamburgers!
it's super delicious lah.
like obviously.
cause i made them.
hahaha.

then stayed back for eng remedial.
had to do a compre test.
so boring luh.
and like my eng isnt that bad.
rarr.
waste my time lorh.

anyway, went for cf later.
re-grouping.
i'm like ass. leader lah.
then have to go for cf leadership training.
yup.
went home in the oh-so crowded 855.
was super tired.

today:
halfway during chinese, there was a fire drill.
and like they announced that they suspected a bomb in the dnt room.
then we were all walking to the assembly area cause it was so fake.
then debrief in the hall.
plus total defence day video.

recess was super packed cause the whole school had recess at the same time.
then went back to the hall for Cny Celebration!
there was a performance by both teachers and students.
quite entertaining.
and then we were given oranges and school ended!
cabbed to ps for lunch plus finding mslow's present.
then cabbed to primary sch.
saw familiar faces!
then gave mslow her cake+balloon.
hahaha.
played games we used to play in pri sch.
it was really fun!
haha.
then went to town to find cny clothing with anna and the rest.
saw cheryl, jeanette and that coach shaun guy.
haha.

rushed home to bathe and change then rushed to church for cny combined service.
sat in the lvl3 hall cause chapel no space alr.
yeah. then went home with parents.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS LOW!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!(:


>>> valentines day! :DDD

Ohmy. i havent been updating my blog.
it's like so dead now.
anyway, HAPPY I LOVE YOU DAY!!!!!!!!

cabbed to school with anna&gayya cause we had too much stuff to carry onto the bus.
gave out the plain cushions we bought only to Nehzys.
received manymany gifts!
ThankYou!(:
selling the cookies gloria's mum made for the fundraising of Aceh.
the cookies were really nice!(:
during science, mrstan was talking about transport of blood.
then she used the cushion i had to demonstrate roughly, how a redbloodcell looked like.
then she borrowed it to show the other classes too.
hahaha.
then compre test was super boring.
slept half of the time.
then mschan gave us chocolates!
thanks!(:

fareast with char.
bought this top from 77th street for cny.
cant wait to visit each other's house!(:
and eat alot too!
yay! haha.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.


>>>

tuesday:
mass stretch with the gay instructor.
he stopped calling us babehs alr cause the school didnt allow.
hahah.
eng lessons always made me feel sleepy.
so that's what happened today.
but i sat at melissa's table since she wasnt here and talked to insyi, sathiya and erica so i wasnt sleepy anymore.
Lit was quite okay.
went through the balcony scene of romeo&juliet.
the very famous part,
"O Romeo,Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?"
haha.=D

went to queentown library for this research skills talk.
it's super lame lah.
and the speaker is like super soft.
cannot hear anything one.
and like almost everyone wasnt listening at all.
so mrs tan scolded us about our behaviour.
then we all left and walked to queenstown mrt.
like in one HUGE group.
took bus to ikea with char,anna,pearl,dash&chang.
ate at the cafe & took a few pics!(:
and manymany things happened there :(
including me eating ALOT!
i was hungry what.
cause i didnt eat lunch.
then while walking back to the bus stop, saw toh outside queensway shopping ctr.
anna&i decided to take a cab home instead of bus.
then picked gayya from school bus stop.
and then home sweet home!:D

today:
house meeting.
learnt a few cheers.
a few were like super funny luh.
mrchoo choo train didnt come and a relief teacher came to class.
so we thought there wasnt pe today.
but some went to the hall and saw the dance module insructor there.
so we rushed down and was about 20mins late.
learnt 1set of jive steps.
and i'm like the 'guy' and chang's the girl.
cause i'm taller.
haha.
went to comp lab for eng to do the cme thing.
cause need to present on mon.

stayed back to practise for compraise tml for cf.
and jockay is uber funnaye!
she keeps making me laugh!
and i think i like scaring people.
like hiding behind things and pop out all of a sudden.
LOL.
saw lanz walking along the pavement ard macritchie while on the bus on the way home.
crosscountry i guess.

Science test tml!
Lit test next tues.
and Math test next thurs.
and i havent done the ih report yet.
ahhhhhhh.


>>>

singspiration was quite funny today.
sang the jungle song.
it goes like this:

Who's the king of the jungle?
(Ooh, Ooh)
Who's the king of the sea?
(Bubble, Bubble, Bubble)
Who's the king of the universe,
the jungle and the sea?

and i say J-E-S-U-S!
YES!
He's the king of me.
He's the king of the universe,
the jungle and the sea.
(bubblebubblebubble, ooh ooh).

it reminds me of the time jan&i kept singing this song!

then when chinese lesson was about to end,
there was this announcement for spotcheck of HPs.
cause a few 1N8 people lost their phones&mp3s.
and we were delayed for lessons.
in my case, RECESS!
the spotcheck lasted for like almost 1hr.
& they only gave us extra 15mins for recess.
but we all stayed longer as the queues were ever so long.

SYF OPENING CEREMONY DANCE AUDITIONS!
we were all excited about it.
but when we started the warm-ups,
we sorta regretted alr.
the choreographer is like gay luh.
he kept calling us sisters&babehs.
trying to act black eh.
then me&chang was like who's your sister luh.
and we dont even know his name.
and he said that all of us are alr 'in'.
then we were like WHAT?!?!?!
and the dance is like a mass dance.
consisting of abt 300 sec1s&2s.
and the theme is like cheerleading.
so we'll most probably be wearing mini's.
with pompoms and big flags.

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was now that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry.

you finally said something to me.
you apologised.
but still, i was sad&hurt, and i teared.
couldnt you have told me everything?
what were all those years considered as?
instead you whispered secrets to your other friends.
i cant stand the sight of it.
as it just hurts me more.



>>>

saturday:
camy training.
was like 15mins late but lanz was worse.
he came after worship but cannot blame him lah.
he stays the 'FARTHEST' what.
then we split up into our different sections.
it was theory for the first half then practised vocal warm-ups.
and we're supposed to practise them ourselves, 3times a week.
wanted to go out for lunch but no one was going.
so just went to mobil for puffs then home.
watched tv for awhile then napped the whole afternoon.
then woke up and went to eat.
such a pig right. i know. lols.

today:
was late for cell.
Ohno. i better stop being late so often luh.
bad bad jessie.
132 back to church for service.
celebrated nicole's birthday aft service.
the icecreamcake was nice!(:
pastamania at ps for lunch.
then to the arcade.
they were like dancing on those machines.
hahahah. super funny.
then left and went home.

i'm going for the syf dance auditions tml !
I WANNA JOIN!
but i doubt i'll get in. D:

you seem to be hanging around with your other friends.
and i feel so left out whenever i'm with you all.
what happened to the close relationship we had?
it just suddenly cut off just like that.
and now you blame me for not talking to you.
but i'm thinking, what is there to say now?
when you're just doing it your way.


>>>

YAY IT'S FRIDAY!!!!!!!!
fridays are the best cause it's the only day that has only 4 subjects.
and also because it's the last day of the week.
this week was a long week.
had 3 tests altogether.
i'm so happy that it's all over(:

Chinese test today.
was rushing through the compre cause there wasnt enough time and my hand was aching so badly.
mrs shum is super funny when she talks luh.
it's like her voice and all.
but she's also quite lame.

Music lesson!!!!
finally managed to start on the rhythm for the music composition assignment.

stayed back awhile for cf worship ministry meeting.
the atmosphere during the worship session was really different.
we could really feel God's presence there.
this is one of the songs we sang today.

Did you rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might know your majesty?
Is your voice upon the wind,
is everything I know
marked with my makers fingerprints?

Breathe on me,
let me see your face.
Ever I will seek you

Cause all you are is all I want, always
Draw me close in your arms,
oh God I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you.

Can I feel you in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have you capture me again.
Let the earth resound with praise,
can you hear as all creation lives to glorify one name?

Breathe on me,
let me see your face
Ever I will seek you.

Cause all you are is all i want, always
Draw me close in your arms,
oh God I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you.



>>>

wednesday:
pe was the same thing again.
mrCHOOOOO split us up into groups.
one train for napfa and the other two play captains ball.
then cause we took a long time to get ready and made lots of noise.
mrchoo: If you all want privilege, i give it to you. But dont take me for granted.
then we were like that sounds wrong lah.
ahahah!

mrskwok is backkkk!
during maths, she was like doing admin stuff.
then she said, all those who didnt pass up any of their work during the past month, stand up.
so like about half of the class or more stood!
including class monitress, chang.
for your information, my class is the worst express class.
yeah. now you know.
then she told us our targets for math.
all my targets for the subjects are like super high la.
cause it's based on psle.


Integrated Humanities: B3.
Literature: A2.
English: A1.
Mathematics: A1.

okay the other subjects not sure yet.

today:
got back our math and science papers.
was quite disappointed for math.
but i knew i wasnt going to do well.
but i'm super happy for science!!!
i got 32/40!:D
and joanne from our class got the highest for science among the whole level!
so cool.
anyway, ih test today was bad. sheesh.

cf welcome party!
played games, com praise&of course,FOOD!(:
helped to prepare the iced water.
me,char,sindhya&arella were trying to untie the blocks of ice in the plastic bags and our hands were super numb.
and that mop thingy is fun. lol.
helped ushered the sec1s in too.
all in all, it was fun(:

i still have cough&flu.
but i'm feeling much,much better!(:

HELLO!:D
fun, sexy and cool friends!
remember to tag before you leave!(:

JESSIETAN:D
ONEeONE, TWOeTWO.
st.margs.cooke.
christian fellowship.
r-ager.
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